quilts for pulse: heart rainbow quilt in progress

OK, so I went to town.  I sliced the selvages off all my fabrics for the heart quilt.  Hopefully these will combine for a cool/modern heart that I can use as the 49th heart on the back. 

I sliced a bunch of "low volume" whites (3 different light beige-y ones) into 2 inch strips & 5 & 1/2 inch strips.  I took the strips and sliced the into squares (2 inches & 5 & 1/2 inch squares. 

I sliced each of my 6 rainbow colors into 5 & 1/2 inch strips... and then sliced each strip into 10 & 1/2 inches again, so from each 45 inch width of fabric, I got 4 strips at 5 & 1/2 inches by 10 & 1/2 inches (that's 4 times 10 & 1/2 to equal 42 inches)... it was VERY lucky that the fabrics were about exactly 45 inches wide and the selvages were not wider than 1 & 1/2 inches, because two selvages at 1 & 1/2 inches each brought me RIGHT UP to the edge of being able to slice 4 colored heart pieces out of each strip.  (It was not expensive fabric, so some of hte selvages were a little wider than I'm used to seeing, with the information printed quite far onto the edge of the fabric). 

 These are the selvages, in a baggie to keep them from getting scattered while I work on the rest of the project

Here are the background blocks, waiting to be sewn onto the heart halves


Here are the heart halves, piled up in rainbow order (ROYGBV) and awaiting their turn at the sewing machine:


Here is a heart block after the white pieces are sewn to the heart block halves (can you see the heart yet?  Look at the diagonal seams across each of the white parts):


And HERE is a heart block, white background parts finger-pressed into place.  NOW you can see the heart, right?:


OK. so I've got 47 more to finish.  After I get them piled up with all the white parts sewn on, I'll slice off the excess fabric (in this last photo, under the white parts), and clip the stray threads, and press them properly.  To press each of these, I'll have to fold under hte red part and press both sides towards the heart.  To press the heart seam towards the low-volume white side would be to risk it showing up through the white fabric in the finished quilt. 

UNLIKE in seamstress sewing, when you do most quilting, you press both sides of a seam towards the darker fabric (in general, there are some exceptions).  You do NOT separate the fabrics and press them open.  In sewing clothing, we want the smallest possible layer of fabric between the body and the top layer.  We also want the seam to ease over curves of the body, gracefully.  Open seams are the way to do it.  In quilting, we want the seam to take wear & tear of GENERATIONS worth of being lovingly used every night as a blanket.  And we do not want the slightest possibility of exposing the threads between the fabric.  So we press the seam allowance to the side rather than opening it.  It's harder to pull apart with rough use, if it's pressed to the side and the FABRIC is holding itself together, than if it's pressed open and the only thing holding it together is the little bitty piece of thread.  AND because we use many colors in most quilts, we want to make the least possible opportunities for the colors to show through each other, which is why we press them towards the darker fabric. 

Next post will have most of the blocks finished and I'll have pictures of how to clean up the block, trim the excess fabric, and press it. 

Quilts for Pulse (Orlando terrorist attack)

It's been a while since I last posted, but I suppose it's time.  We've moved.  We're now in a house in Orlando that's half the size of the one we were in when we last posted.  We've stopped the fostering adventure, having had our hearts broken one too many times and getting to an age where we knew if we made a commitment to adopt, then our retirement options would be delayed and severely limited... we will fulfill our commitment to the next generation in some other way (and I have a few ideas that are more appropriate for a later post).

With the move, there's no chance that I can return to work, at least not as a lawyer.  The process of un-retiring myself from other jurisdictions and transferring/taking a new bar exam, and THEN FINDING work as a lawyer, it would take so long and be so expensive and emotion-consuming, that it would not work.  We've become content to live on less, which is kind of cool.  There's a lot fewer rooms to clean, a lot less junk to manage... we're still busily getting rid of the junk. 

And I've been quilting up a storm.  Sewed a few skirts first, as my last foster daughter needed a new black skirt for a concert she was in a year & a half ago, and as she was insisting on skirts that were too small & short for a violin player on a stage to wear (first concert, lots of the youngsters don't realize how DIFFICULT it is to maintain some bit of modesty while sitting in a cute skirt in a chair on a stage)... so I sewed up a really lovely flowy, flippy knit skirt that would swirl around her legs if she took a little spin... lightweight and fun... and she loved it.  Black to match nearly anything.  She wore it so often that she ripped holes in the seams... choosing to wear it during playtime and running and tumbling around... at that difficult age between childhood and teenhood and not quite realizing that the clothing she chooses to wear at playtime MIGHT get muddy or torn if it's not made for the task.  But on top of that, I think she loved the idea of feeling like a Disney Princess with skirts swirling around her ankles as she defended the world and peace & justice... It was quite cute. 

So I made a few for myself, and then she left (broke our hearts), and I looked around my sewing room.  LOTS of half-finished projects (mostly my own... UnFinishedObjects, or UFOs, are typical for crafters to accumulate over a lifetime. 

SOOOO... since I last posted, there have been a few finished projects.  We'll talk more about them in other posts. 

I've been attending quilt camps (at Quilt Trends, http://quilttrends.com/index.asp , a WONDERFUL space close to our new home), and taking quilting classes (realized that the basic skills are probably worth knowing), and showing up at a Friday day-long sew-in... for a while.

Puttering along, worried about an old friend in Orlando who is now a judge and had an emergency appendectomy a few weeks ago... thinking about some other friends whose children are GROWN UP already and graduating college since I left the city... thinking how our lives would have changed, how we'd have stopped going out to the nightclubs & such as we aged, if I'd have stayed... I get up one Sunday morning for a leisurely walk to church (yep, our new place is WALKING distance from church... woo-hoo!), when my friend, who is being released from the hospital after some post-operative difficulties, posts that some horrible thing just took place in Orlando... This friend is very reliable, but ... well... my friends are law enforcement officers, judges, politicians, criminal prosecutors & defense attorneys.  A wide variety of people with a very wide range of what "horrible" might look like.  If it weren't Bob, making that claim of horror, I might have wondered what new politically charged issue had just come to light. 

But this was Bob... reliable, interesting, super-cool dude Bob.  (Is it POSSIBLE to be both a judge AND a cool dude?  Well, you just gotta know Bob). 

Within a few hours, we hears the news, and that there had been a terrorist attack in Orlando... my heart sank.  As the names and vital statistics of the victims came to light, I realize that most of these kids were truly just in grade school when I left Orlando... and though it was known as a gay nightclub, I recall being a young adult in Orlando and how the gay nightclubs are there... it's not about being gay, it's about having a fun night.  Having a SAFE PLACE to have a fun night.  And I realize the time of day this happened... 2 am.  Last call.  If I recall my young adulthood correctly, that's the time of night when everyone left has had just a few too many drinks, they're NOT at their best (except maybe the night club staff, who are starting the cleanup task)... There are probably a few people trying to fight off nausea from a few too many tequila sunrises... a few looking to hookup and realizing that most everyone they were flirting with earlier have gone already...

The irony for me is that I'm also the ex-wife of a Muslim man, who immigrated from Egypt.  I'm also familiar with that community and it's difficulty with the concept of being gracious about people with lifestyles other than their own.   I had watched as my husband at the time became more extreme about his choices in lifestyle... banning vanilla extract from our kitchen, for example, and refusing to go to a beach (he had proposed on a beach), because people in the mosque convinced him, an adult, that these things were evil.  He was disappointed that he had not been able to convert me, and I realized that the person he claimed to be when we first married, simply did not exist.  This person who claimed he respected my faith, was really trying desperately to convert me, hiding his true intend if necessary, as a 'ends justify the means' choice, because he really wanted me to be able to go to heaven with him and he really did NOT respect that my faith could get me there.  Oh well...

So I feel huge sympathy with anyone who has become victim of this faith that seems to encourage extremes... And I remember going to night clubs with my friends, from time to time, if there was a special event like "Latin night", even a gay club, despite that I'm not a member of the LGBT community and would not be interested in any hookups on any night that my friends & I went there.  AND I have friends who would be the first called out to the scene of any crime, trying to solve disaster... I've been to the morgue and to the medical examiner's office, and I know how this stuff works. 

And when he was first retired, my Dad spent a decade going to Orlando Regional Medical Center... I don't remember whether it was Thursday mornings or Fridays... for Grand Rounds.  He liked being the old recently retired doctor and feeling like the young ones were looking up to him and asking his opinion... and he liked even more that they had free bagels and hard boiled eggs (he told me the docs would peel them and eat just the whites, saying that the yolks were what caused heart disease)... he liked even more that he could keep up with the current trends in medicine, and particular mortality issues (as he had been a Pathologist and Coroner in his career).  THIS is the hospital where the injured were taken that Sunday morning... THIS is the town who were no longer going to feel safe in their own night clubs... THESE were my friends, being awakened in the middle of the night and taking any break in the action to call their own young adult kids at 4 am, to make sure they were home, safe and in bed. 

So when the Orlando Modern Quilt Guild said they'd accept and distribute quilts from other modern quilters for the victims, of COURSE I had to.  I suggested to our Columbus MQG's president that we do a heart quilt, rainbow colors... she said we'd wait till the Orlando quilt guild said exactly what they wanted... and guess what... DUH... heart quilts, rainbow colors.  On "low volume" background.

I know I've been quiet for a while, so I may repeat myself... in quilting terms, "low volume" means very soft, light colors... basically shades of white or beige, usually. 

So I ran out & picked up a rainbow worth of colors for the hearts... ROYGBV... if you recall, you pronounce it, "roy-gee-biv"... it's the acronym for the colors of the rainbow... Red, Orange, Yellow, Green Blue, Violet.  Basically, if you start on the red segment of the color wheel and just go around till you come back up to the color next to it, you'll have yourself a rainbow. 

They're wanting at least 5 x 6, or 30 blocks... but will take up to twin sized quilt tops.  If blocks only, then 10 inch finished (meaning 10 & 1/2 inches on a side if not already sewn into a top)... They have put out a tutorial for making a simple heart.  My quilt guild started the project when the simple tutorial heart was the one posted, but the Orlando quilt guild revised their suggestions several times so that some creativity appears to be acceptable. 

And I've decided not to just contribute blocks, but to do a whole quilt.  Let's see how well I manage that.  My idea SO FAR is to go with 6 X 8... which makes 48 blocks at 10 inches each, JUST ABOUT the size of a proper twin.  But that makes 48 hearts and it's just too tempting to the artist in me.  49 angels were created that night... 49 who went to the dance and never went home, who will be dancing in heaven waiting for their loved ones... 49 families who lost someone.  I can't make a quilt with just 48 hearts.  So I'm going to TRY... Here's my thoughts about making the 49th heart. 

I've been toying with the idea of doing an improvisational "bolt" of background cloth... trying out the "Modern Improvisational" book (I'll post a link to it later) suggestion for a "floating squares" quilt.  I've also been collecting selvages... got to a point of no longer even bothering with pre-cut fabrics, just buying from the bolt, in at least a yard, so that I have enough selvage to make it worth cutting.  I had thought of doing a second "bolt" of selvages, but was just toying with it. 

I think what I'll do here... I've started creating the hearts already... cut off all my selvages from my 6 rainbow colored fabrics and from the 3 low-volume (beige) backgrounds... MAYBE I can somehow create a heart out of the selvages.  I have to figure out how to shape the hart so that as it gets larger towards the outside, that it doesn't lose it's shape as a heart.  I know from experience (my "secret heart of my niece" quilt), that when one starts with a small heart and tries to follow it outward in concentric lines, that the curves get distorted... the problem seems to be that as you try to follow the interior V of the top of the heart, this starts to be less & less prominent as the heart gets bigger, because the depth of the V does not get proportionately bigger. 

I'm going to have to draw it out.  Or perhaps instead of starting with a small heart and moving out until I run out of selvages, I'll cut out a heart and use a technique like "foundation piecing", which is that I sew my selvages onto a foundation block in the designated pattern, rather than sewing them to each other and hoping it works.  My foundation would have the pattern drawn on and I'd keep my pieces within that pattern.  OR maybe it would work as well if I created two half-hearts, and then sewed them together.  We'll have to see. 

And then around it, I'd go with the low-volume floating squares improvisational background.  If I piece these around the selvage heart, it should be possible to grow the backing to the right size without too much muss & fuss... and so my back piece would be a single heart... the 49th heart, kind of near the top of the twin blanket, at the center. 

I worried that having the 49th heart on the back would somehow diminish the meaning of the fact that I was including 49 hearts... one being strange and isolated to the back... but then I remember the whole POINT of being supportive to issues involving the LGBT community, which is that even things which are different from the rest can be just as beautiful. 

So that's the plan.  I'll post a photo or two later... but I wanted to get this up now.